When disaster hits true colors from within come forth.
I heard your heart break.
And I never will doubt you again.
The fear brought us closer, the stress didn't tear us apart.
No matter the results we stand united.
I saw your heart for the first time.
I held you close and calmed your soul down.
The world stopped turning.
Things weren't about me anymore.
Because you finally needed me.
I love you.
And I always will.
Looking to disappear.
I may do something crazy when you're not here.
Why must I pay for friendship?
I watch cats that aren't mine ignore me.
Hoping one day I can love another like I did him.
This summer was one for futile attempts at reconnections.
Too bad for you I'm basically married to a bachelor.
I also deactivated my Facebook.
Guess the more I'm alone the more I just wanna be forgotten.
But I hope you'll remember me.
Never felt this strongly about another.
I have mad respect and I can't even fake it.
I want to fly away.
To soar as high as I can.
Just get far, far away and not look back. Are you okay with that?
I'll take your hand.
I promise to be yours as long as you'll have me.
Why do I want you so badly?
Guess it's most important that I belong to someone.
Maybe all the abandonment has taken it's toll.
I feel so desperate for promises and love and security.
Why am I always waiting and wanting more?
They never warned us.
How we'd cry til we couldn't see.
How the pain from the past would blind us.
Fear creeping up along your spine like a spider.
You cannot run my dear, you cannot hide.
It is time for you.
Testing me, just always testing me left and right.
I can do this.
I want more than the "promise" of love.
I'm in it for passion.
Forever and then some.
I'll take all those broken little smiles and trade them for a look from your direction.
It's gravitating.
You are.
I feel the weight of your body discover me for the first time.
Just two pieces of a puzzle.
I taste you and it leaves me wanting more than before.
So close your eyes.
Take a deep breath.
And remember that love is the thing keeps you here.
I could write about my pains of 5 years ago as though it were today.
Maybe love will always be tainted for me.
I hope he's patient with who I am.
And not counting on who I'm trying to be.
He doesn't want for anything.
He's a content person.
Maybe I shouldn't complain.
Not all relationships have to be complicated.
If I could control myself that'd be a tale for the books.
I love the idea of a happily ever after where I'm actually happy.
Looking to you as my everything.
I don't need anyone else when you're around.
I thought that was what we were doing.
I search for answers, but you're not giving.
Truly this can't be it.
I've held you close to my heart for months now.
You live there.
Making an impact on my very soul.
I want to thank you for making me feel whole again.
But as time passes by I look to you for all the love in the world and come up surprised.
There's still pieces of you that you're not willing to share.
I keep my head down, but my heart is falling apart.
I look to realize my feet aren't on the ground.
Please help me.
We walked this road together and one day I looked and you weren't with me.
My love, my dear please don't betray my heart.
