Heaven sent you came to me. Doe eyed. Bright wide smile. Giving me life. A love I never thought of. I knew of love. Often one sided. More of a fixation on someone, because of bad attributes. Maybe because they felt I was a catch of some sort. I tell you now that you became my world day one. You became everything as though I had never won. I saw a side of you that could love me til the end. I saw a side of that was kind, loyal and serious about loving me. Here we are serval years aside. The love is still here, sometimes it comes in with the tides. But I learned of a different side one darker than the night. It torn me up inside. Now I have this secret that I cannot tell. Something I wouldn't even know who I could trust with. I want to make sure you get all the help you need. I never want to see you crying on your knees, begging God to take something from you he gifted you. I feel responsible, but at the same time I can't believe it. Everytime I think of it. It puts a little burning deep inside my heart. You compare your love for me to the woman you loved. And it hurts because I feel that I am fallimg short. I don't know where I went wrong this whole time, but I have definitely learned a powerful lesson. Hearts have feelings, and stones do not. Know the difference, know why you fought. Pray to Him and he will release the pain. Answer when He calls, not when you've just gone insane. I love, you love, you love.
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