The Repeat.

Life was dwindling down.
Her quest for happiness was over.
Now she just tried her best to get out of bed in the morning.
They don't know her life.
But even when they are enlightened they still can't figure her out.
She felt so scared and sorry all the time.
Rage and hate were becoming her new past times.
Why now?
This test she was given she clearly couldn't handle.
One step from walking away to just disappearing altogether.
New Mexico sounded nice.
If only you could just get away in a heartbeat.
If only you could be stronger and have faith.
If only you could feel something good again.