I Have A Little Light

Today I lost myself..
Like I seem to do every day..
Life won and I seemed to dwindle away..
My mood, my love, my hope...it has all turned grey.
I've wasted away...
Yet again letting myself down and the ones who love me.

Whenever life happens I run away..
Scared of success, scared of failure.
I'm rotting away..
I'm taking you down in this dead black grave.

When will I save me.
When will I see myself for what greatness I often forsake..
I need to practice what I preach..
I need to motivate me.
I want to be a success at this life I was blessed to see,
For 19 years now I have been here.
But I need to seize it, before it goes away.

I love you.
I love me.
I love life.