Try as you might.

Make me take back everything I said. Without a doubt, this is your promise. To me. You'll see me through. To the end, even if defeat.

I stand alone. Head hung in sorrow. Heart breaking away. Little by little you watch me slip away. Where I go, who will know but for many days. It is too much to say, it is too much to feel. But I know the end is near.
There will soon be a day I hardly shead a tear. Cause why bother. Through these four walls my cries aren't heard. My pain isn't felt. My mind is swirled.

I look into a mirror, but there is no reflection.
I guess I finally lost me.