This Is What You've Got.

Losing your balance.
It's like you're being sucked into a black hole.
Nothing else matters.
How can you sit there so calmly? 
When the world is ending.
Never losing control.
The water washing away the reasons for my vices.
Those kisses give me something else to write here.
I'd be lying if I said that you were the one, and I'd be lying if I said I never thought about us.
Many days have gone by, and I try to keep them behind me.
Emotions seep through the cracks in my heart and I start drowning.
No one can hear my screams here, frankly because no one's around.
You see this is the part where I disappear.
Where the world goes on without me because I no longer exist.
I see my reflection and it's more me than you'd ever get to see.
Perfect scars decorate my body.
It all slips away with time.
That caress I once cherished.
That passion I helped kindle.
Letting you go wasn't even close to the hardest thing I've done.
The thing about this all,  is I barely feel hurt anymore.
I've been given the chance to truly be alone.