My final farewell...

I bid you farewell..
I say goodbye because I can no longer say it's alright.
I will be fine so there is no need to worry.
You will forever live in my heart..
whether it be for love or hatred you may not ever know.
I hope you take this last goodbye and realize I didn't just do this for me.
I had to let you go so not only I would grow, but so you would see the world for what it is.
It's not this dark scary place that you have familiarized yourself with.
But it is a chance to live, love, and let go.

I am now a river.
Free, let go to flow.
I will bring beauty to the world eternally.
I will never stop smiling.
I will never stop chasing after my dreams.
You helped me realize what I want and need.
I hope I showed you just how love can be.
Maybe one day we can come together again, but for now...
I bid you farewell.
For this slumber is much needed since my eyes have grown low...
So goodnight.
Don't hold on to me anymore.
I am a flightless bird.
No longer will I be caged and enraged by all the I'm sorry's and I tried.
I will fly the skies never to touch this sadness again.
So thank you for loving me enough to let me go.

I will always love you Gavin Armstrong.
Goodbye.