Short.

My love, what will bring me back to you?
What words will bring me back into your heart?
I wonder why we've grown so far apart..
My heart no longer aches the same way it did when this first begun.
Take me from this place..I can't see where I'm going cause it's so dark...

Try as you might.

Make me take back everything I said. Without a doubt, this is your promise. To me. You'll see me through. To the end, even if defeat.

I stand alone. Head hung in sorrow. Heart breaking away. Little by little you watch me slip away. Where I go, who will know but for many days. It is too much to say, it is too much to feel. But I know the end is near.
There will soon be a day I hardly shead a tear. Cause why bother. Through these four walls my cries aren't heard. My pain isn't felt. My mind is swirled.

I look into a mirror, but there is no reflection.
I guess I finally lost me. 

You're mine forever and more.

everything happens for a reason..the seasons the birds singing.

My love for you is eternal..through distance, space and time my heart makes it way to you.

My soul has found it's life partner. To have, to hold, to cherish forever and more.

I could never even love another, the way I do you.

I hope you know that I appreciate you. I am so grateful for your return to me so faithfully.

You're sights are locked on to me. And I hope they stay there til our last days go.

When you find someone you know is true. No matter what always hold on...

No matter what always hold on...

No matter what I'll always hold on to you.

I Have A Little Light

Today I lost myself..
Like I seem to do every day..
Life won and I seemed to dwindle away..
My mood, my love, my hope...it has all turned grey.
I've wasted away...
Yet again letting myself down and the ones who love me.

Whenever life happens I run away..
Scared of success, scared of failure.
I'm rotting away..
I'm taking you down in this dead black grave.

When will I save me.
When will I see myself for what greatness I often forsake..
I need to practice what I preach..
I need to motivate me.
I want to be a success at this life I was blessed to see,
For 19 years now I have been here.
But I need to seize it, before it goes away.

I love you.
I love me.
I love life.

Today Marks the Greatest Sorrow

I find myself in my dark place.

Scratches and aches to show my stay.

I'm engulfed by four walls that invite in darkness.

I drink away my sorrows.

The golden brown liquid barely helps me forget anymore.

That my heart was wretched from my chest this afternoon. 

I can't help but think about how good of a girl I have been.

Saving the world and all, but what do I win?

Sadness, this dark cold existence where I reside.

Between four walls that are sucking out my life.

I try to breath but all of a sudden I'm in water. 

My lungs are filling up.

My heart is left to crumble.

When will this pain go away...?