Good Afternoon.

I still smoke weed from my ex dude.
But I think you may be my best dude.
Let me walk and play my silly games.
Tell you things I'm still fighting demons over.
I hear the chimes dance as the wind blows.
Just take me away to a warm sunny place where I can escape.
Kiss me deeply and for too long right before it's time to go.
Tell me you might miss me just a little.
Keep me coming back to be your late night snack.
I love it.
I love it.
Life can be so simple with you.
I can see the meaning with you.
I can lock my legs around your waist and be apart of you.
Let it all fall down. 
Maybe this world would be a better place.
Take my very breath away.
Give my soul something to dance and play with.
It's so much, it's too much, it's just enough.
Keep me near and dear as long as I'm good to you.
Love me if you want to.
Not because I need it but deserve it.

Thirty After.

It comes in waves.
The connection.
The lust.
The love.
Terrified of the truth.
I see you.
When no one could.
I felt your pain.
Licking your wounds right along with you.
I've devoted my everything.
I gave you my soul.

The Repeat.

Life was dwindling down.
Her quest for happiness was over.
Now she just tried her best to get out of bed in the morning.
They don't know her life.
But even when they are enlightened they still can't figure her out.
She felt so scared and sorry all the time.
Rage and hate were becoming her new past times.
Why now?
This test she was given she clearly couldn't handle.
One step from walking away to just disappearing altogether.
New Mexico sounded nice.
If only you could just get away in a heartbeat.
If only you could be stronger and have faith.
If only you could feel something good again.