Jade Dreams and Wet Planets.

I channel my inner dark days.
Realizing that I'm living this day on repeat I haven't learned a fucking thing.
Still giving the fuck boys the fuel they need for their fire.
What can I say at this point?
I wanna be saved, but no one ever wants to step up for the saving.
I'm not sorry for all the love had, but more so bitter about all the time that's passed.
This is shit that I'm never getting back.
They say I'm young, have fun, be free and love whomever.
But I can't even be seen.
Not a soul on my level or living on this plane.
It gets so lonely, even with the fame.
So love hard and raw and never stop to take it all in.
Because soon enough you'll reach that point of no return and all will be gold again.

Hookah Lounges and Sweet Drinks.

You want what the heart wants. One can't simply ignore ones needs. One can't simply avoid being free when freedom is all you truly wanted. You want what the heart needs. If it keeps you cool in the summer and holds you tight in the winter how could you flee. Time and time again. You try every time to fight it but why are you going against the forces of attraction now. Simply put, the heart is lonely and scared and tired of being abandoned. Sinking your soul into dreams of others. Give your energy and passion to those whom don't deserve it. You know where you've turned wrong, but you're so devoted. Each time is like the last time, but here we are, time and time again. The devil in you is coming out and you no longer want to keep him in. You thank the Lord for the passion and pray it'll last just a little longer than before. Giving into all the things you stop yourself from before.
Giving him everything you wanted for that someone more.