Waking Up To You.

I leave the dream world in search of you, because I love waking up to you.
The morning light hits your eyes just right, giving me a chance to see your truth.
Look at what you've done to me.
Making simple things seem extraordinary.
Your love shines bright and early.
Carrying me through the day to the night in anticipation of the next morning.
I take your face between my hands and image what you've seen and what you'll do in life.
Given faith that even the most devoted envy I give myself to you.
Mind, body, and soul.
Hoping that one day it'll all make sense to you.
I do nothing in regards to obligation or social normality.
Everything is born in the heart and carried on through.
That lustful hunger you feel is unbearable, but you know just what to do to drive it off.
My body sings for you.
The universe gives birth to something we all needed.
Me and you.
Some things were just met to happen.
Some things needed to happen so we'd know what the far reaches of love were like.
So we'd know what it felt like to be needed and wanted and fought for.
Every morning I wake up I know it could be the last.
And im okay with that.
Because all the food for thought you fed my soul could keep me satisfied for years to come.

The Morning After.

Clarity reaches the mind, the heart is no where to be found.
All this happens in the morning.
I want to be alone she said out loud.
These words spoke volumes to her story that was still unknown.
Her heart was empty.
She couldn't let go of the past, couldn't help but feel as though her love was used and abused.
Time and time again, she recalled all this in the morning.
When dreams reflected everything her heart desired.
When time couldn't quite grasp what it was her mind could.
When all the colors and sounds she ever knew turned to nothing.
All of this happened in the morning.
That heavy feeling in her heart, followed by that hollowness in her mind.
Reaching out for help when no one is even there.

Gone Are The Days of Not Living For Me.

I choose me.
Rather than being a pawn in your life, the unrequited love, pain in your side,
I choose to love me.
Years have gone by and I've been so strong in this stride.
I've climbed mountains, maneuvered great waters, and soared through clear skies.
If I want to finally take some time back, be good to myself then I will do that.
People come and go, just as leaves stray way from their mother tree.
I've reached deep down into my soul to discover that I can do this alone.
And it won't be a bad thing.
It won't remotely be a bad thing for me.

The Elements of Being Alone: You're Never Really Alone.

I've always been my greatest love affair.
Falling for myself, I couldn't keep my feet from slipping beneath me.
Nothing could ever compared.
It took losing so many to learn that all I really needed was myself.
Because sometimes you just need a friend and not a lover.
Sometimes you just need peace and quiet and not the screams we can never stifle.
No regrets, I've lived with no regrets.
Everything that I've been through I wouldn't wish it away.
From my deepest of pains to my childhood memories.
Those lessons that came, the ways I could help others learn from my stories.
To this day I hold my head up high because of me.
Because every time I wanted to walk away, I couldn't.
I never gave up.
Dancing along the fine line between sane and pure insanity.
Waltzing my way into the beds of the bad just to keep away the nightmares.
Holding on just to keep holding on and not feel that deep intense feeling of failing another.
The truth is.
Me as a person, my entire being will only compliment some.
And that's okay with me.
Bring it on complimentary beings